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| The past week's list:
1. spider solitaire
2. carden
3. awake tea
4. in & out
5. mango cake
6. late night dining
7. childhood pictures
8. the marriage proposal
9. myspace addiction
10. raspberry cookies
11. bounce house/moon bounce
12. chocolate T-bears on Vday
13. birthday parties
14. SD Jr YBA Conference... i was there.
15. my promise to work 2 jobs
16. lactaid pills
17. return to church
18. training.... training... training..
19. comparison of heights
20. my matchmaker
21. drunk dial
22. food conversations...
23. similar famly conversations...
24. addiction to sugar, especially SPLENDA
25. ice cream ice cream ice cream
26. pepcid AC before drinking
27. the wallflower in the dark corner of the dance floor by the kitchen
28. roller skating...
29. the little secret spot inside the playgorund barrel
30. one sweet sexy song... but it's a secret
thanks...
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| i've learned a valueable lesson this past week: that is to play the
game. if there is something that you want but you have the thought that
you can never get it.... you still got to try and fight for it.....
whether it may seem out of your reach or not. you got to be
a fighter or things are just going to pass you by. you got to
have confidence and will to be strong. you got to have faith
inside yourself and beleive that sometimes..."things will come
around." you got to keep your head... even when the road is
hard... you cannot give up.
my tests are done now...but i cant have regrets. no second
thinking... it's over. i did what i can... i tried my best.
i would like to change everything... makes things better.... but it's
too late. it pasted me by. maybe i wasnt ready for it
all.... but its okai... just hope for the best.
through one of my posts.... it seems that my mind is consumed with a
lot of things. it definitely is.... but not about school.
it's like my mind went on winter vacation and forgot to catch the
flight back to reality. it was left in a dreamland that i never
woke up from. it sucks cause my mind was happier there... but for
the spring quarter im back to hard class and not that much free
time. im thinkign of taking 3 lecture courses and 3 labs... plus
im probably going to join an organization/frat on campus. on top
of that.... i would like to get a job. it's just going to be
difficult to transition over to the next quarter.
oh yeah... the lakers suck..... no trades what-so-ever.
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| I was digging through my old journal entries from the
past... and i found this:
"the past two weeks i've gotten to know a special girl. she started
talking to me... and i was scared.... but sorta excited. when i first
started talking to her.... i got the impression that she liked me. and to
tell you the truth.... that is definitely not a bad thing. That is
actually a very great thing... cause she's very pretty.... cute... she's a
nice, sweet person..... a hard-working person... and very mature. she's one
of those girls that a guy cant stop thinking about. she's one of those
girls has that effect on a guy..."
looking back... i see myself as the same person.: "SCARED". But
really... what is there to be scared about.... am i just afraid of liking someone
again? am i afraid that if i show my emotions and my feelings... that a girl is
just going to say..."hmmm i'm sorry, but i dont like you that
way"? i mean... what is it that stops me from taking chances?
why do i give up?.... why do i think to myself and say.."naw... she will
never feel that way"?... i dont understand...
i think i like this one girl... but i dont think i should tell her... | | |
| my life and mind is consumed with:
1. studying inorganic chemistry.... doing inorganic chemistry
homework... slacking off in my social science classes... and
complaining about the social sciences tests....
2. playing basketball every other day with Victor and Phil...
3. eating at Jack's restaurant on Monday's and Wednesday's
4. driving to UCI everyday... with NO MUSIC on the radio in the mornings....
5. playing Naked Taboo... that means... drinking before Naked
Taboo... not remembering a single thing/action/person while playing....
and acting out stooopid charades and being weird.
6. wanting to get a hair cut....
7. sleeping every afternoon...
8. getting beat in NBA Live... damn you victor... hahaha
9. being the sculptor in Cranium....
10. buying drinks and having a good time after drinking....
11. making my usual smirk....
12. thinking of someone....
13. thinking that every person is a guitarist....
14. getting pissed off when the Lakers lose...
15. having this weird thought that Yao Ming is the greatest basketball player
16. trying to get in shape...
17. going to starbucks to study...
18. ........
sounds like im having a great quarter... hahaha.... notice....
more "fun-related" things... than school stuff.... that's for sure...
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| im starting all over again.
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